Well i didnt have an eventful day, but somtimes there the best days.
I spoke to matthew for the first time in like 6 weeks, so that cheered me up, ive missed singing to coldplay with him, and our english lessons which consist of shit all, except examing our very, erm, interesting selection of classmates.

The songs a story in a way, this guy having the best day, everything he likes happens to him, and he just has a nice day.
Its that guy, James Nesbitt, i like him, he supports United :’) But yeah, hes having the perfect day, and its great, and then he gets killed.

Well i learnt from it to make the most of things, and appreciate everything, see that even if things are shit, there is always a little glimmer of hope, and things could always be a lot worse. Imagine being a slug, how shit would that be?

You drag your self round all day looking for cabbage, fail and even then you cant cry because it’d melt your face.

So yeah, my message for today basicalllly, is, things could be a lot worse, a lotttt worse.

Back to my life, United v Arsenal is my highlight for tomorrow. Hoping for a good win.

Til the next time.x

The Day I Died – Just Jack.

Drag myself from my bed
Around 20 past 6
Get my kids up make breakfast
1 egg 2 toast 3 weetabix

and as i sit down i look up
and your standing in the doorway sun at your back
in my old brown dressing gown
Well no one can love you more than i love you now, but i

Gotta go running for the bus
Coat flying and i try not to miss it this time
but the drivers waiting and thats strange
kids on the top deck quiet for a change
and theres no rain and no roadworks
in the bus lane and all my hurts run away
and im smiling as im punching in

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

now the secretaries they got a smile for me
and the intray on my desks almost empty
I get a memo from executive joe
saying Rob the gob is getting kicked out
for embezzling funds from the company account
and id be lying if i said i wasnt chuffed
cos i always hated rob
and now they’ll probbaly offer me robs old job

and in the park at lunch
theres no whinos on my favourite bench
none of that drunk chatter none of that pissy stench
and the scrawny little pigeons with the gammy legs
decide to dive bomb from someone elses sandwich instead
and theres something about the city today
like all the colours conspire to overwhelm the grey
and this close to the fire i can feel no cold
but a rainbow halo around my soul

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

so i leave work get to the high street and i miss my bus
should i wait for another no i cant be arsed
i begin to walk
and rush hour crowd seem to part like the red sea
and im stopping at the offy
20 cigerettes and a 6 pack to relax me
and as i cross back over the street
i guess i never saw that taxi
i guess i never saw that taxi

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

now i got 99 red ballons floating in the summer sky
i got 99 red ballons drifiting past my dreamy eyes
i got 99 red ballons floating in the summer sky
i got 99 red ballons drfting past my dying eyes

Bit of shit happened to be honest.
So live with it.

Buttttt im back however,  and im gonna blog your little arses off.
Summers been alright, and eventful.
I lost stuff, found stuff, but most of all, i realised.
I realised so much.

Friends are more than a word. They are almost everything that makes you, keep them close and never loose the good ones. You will realise your true ones, like i have. They love you, they make you.

Im not going to go on about me, but you.
Its up to you, your life, you have shit times, your friends are there.
You have good times, your friends are there.
They mean you, they enhance you, help and know you.

Have good times with them and show them how much you love them.
You could loose them, and its one of the worst feelings on the face of this spherical shithole we call Earth.
Love them.
I’ll shut up now, but i want to say to James, who i know will read this, to listen to my advise, however shit it is.
Its natural, some isnt i understand, but fight it man.

I miss my friends.
One of them imparticular.
But ill see them when i go back to school,
except that one. I love him, and miss him dearly, may he rest in peace and be in a better place.

Until the next time.x

Sweet Disposition – The Temper Trap.

Sweet disposition
Never too soon
Oh reckless abandon,
Like no one’s watching you

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
?A kiss, a cry
?Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
?A dream, a laugh

Just stay there
Cause I’ll be comin’ over
While our bloods still young
It’s so young, it runs
Won’t stop til it’s over
?Won’t stop to surrender

Songs of desperation
?I played them for you

A moment, a love
?A dream, a laugh
?A kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
?A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
?A moment, a love
?A dream, a laugh

?Just stay there
Cause I’ll be comin’ over
While our bloods still young
It’s so young, it runs
Won’t stop til it’s over
?Won’t stop to surrender

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
?A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won’t stop til it’s over)

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won’t stop til it’s over)

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won’t stop til it’s over)

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
A moment, a love (won’t stop to surrender)

I close my eyes on the dancefloor
Forget about you
I lose myself in flashing colors
I’ve gotta see it through

You’re too much,
I take it that we’re over
should we even care at all?
Your too much, too much
Shake hands and say goodbye

Your love is out
But even despite it all
Give me your hand
Let’s face this night and see it through x2

Right by my feet, lay broken glasses
Skeleton boy
Sweat from the walls, drips on my shoulder
I gotta see it through

You’re too much,
I take it that we’re over
Should we even care at all?
Your too much, too much
Shake hands and say goodbye

Your love is out
But even despite it all
Give me your hand
Let’s face this night and see it through x2

Your love is out
But even despite it all
Give me your hand
Let’s face this night and see it through x2

Very good song,, very good band (:
I like, i like a lot (:

it has a messagee i suppose, but its not relevant tbh, and i cba analysinnn (:

Welll, it actuallys feels like summer, i know we’re all gettin overexcited right, but i jst loved having sun at lunch, made it so much better! (:
I had a good day tbh,,some things became clear, some things begun, some things ended, and now to watch skinsss :}
ooohh efffffffffy <3 mmmmmmmmmmmm…..

argh, alright, il love ya and leave ya then,       adiossssss x x x 

Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order’s tall

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning I’ll be with you
But it will be a different “kind”
I’ll be holding all the tickets 
And you’ll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now I’m breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

This guy has potential, his stuff is amazing. Like really good, discovered him when i searched a song i heard on Skins, Woods, tis a good song, but i like this a lot now, the rythm and basic beat to it is just amazing. The lyrics are just perfect.

From the firey pits of camden town
To elephant and castle underground
There ain’t no teachers in the school
they’re all out hustlin’ playin’ pool
The neighbours complain about the noise
There’s girls in labour with tory boys
I say my prayers and go to bed
and wake up with a horses head

But if we lean on you, we are gonna fall
When it’s all for one, and one for fuck all

I will save the world, I will get the girl
I’ll dismantle a ticking time bomb with just one second to spare
I will save the world, I will get the girl
And you will all point up at the sky as I fly right through the air

Mother earth is begging you to quit
So you reach the moon and stick a flag in it
Well I believe in the people of america, but I still can’t believe the terminator’s the governor
As the soldiers prepare for combat, someone asks do you want freedom fries with that?
We put the ‘oops’ back in troops now it seems to absurd
But going to war, to prevent war, was the most stupid thing I ever heard.

I will save the world, I will get the girl
I’ll dismantle a ticking time bomb with just one second to spare
I will save the world, I will get the girl
And you will all point up at the sky as I fly right through the air

I’m a 20 something OAP
I’m screaming at my TV
Playing knockdown ginger, kiss me quick
Karate chop and kung-fu kick
I try to live a life that’s full
To keep my damage minimal
But only the balief visits me
And he never stays for a cup of tea

But if we lean on you, we are gonna fall
When it’s all for one, and one for fuck all

I will save the world, I will get the girl
I’ll dismantle a ticking time bomb with just one second to spare
I will save the world, I will get the girl
And you will all point up at the sky as I fly right through the air

Chose this ‘cos i like it, simple as : )
Its got a message i suppose, of how life is just trying to bring you down, so shove your shiny, illluminous lightsaber of despair up its rotten arse and show the world who you are, save the world. But don’t do it for yourself, every hero has a heroine, be yourself and you will have a better chance of her liking you, and not thinking your a stupid wannabe.
Its also got a politcal message i wanna mention here, its basically showing how shit this world we live in is, how poorly run its countrys are and how pathetic our excuses are. Rise above that and save this world while we can, make a difference, but love in the process.
—–
 But going to war, to prevent war, was the most stupid thing I ever heard.
—–

i dont really need to say more than that, i just want to remind people that there are fathers of sons, husbands of wives, sons of mothers out there in Iraq and whatnot, dont just think of them as soldiers, they are human, they’re doing their best to make a difference, but in pathetic circumstances. Still, remember them, even just for a minute, maybe pray.
If you think being single on Valentines day hurts, try being with someone you love more than anything, but not seeing them anyday, not just one special day, because they’re risking their lives in different country, possibly dead, hurt or scared. Now that would hurt.  Please think of them, dont forget them.
Keeping with the war theme, im gonna put Illegal Attacks in too, listen to them both please, read the lyrics and think about those men and their familys. Thanks

Elsewhere, it is valentines day tomorrow, and i have a valentine and im gonna see her, and im excited I hope everyone else has someone to share the day with , but if not, dont worry, loves not all it makes out to be, its awesome, but dont loose your pringles over it, you’ll get your chance

Bit of a depressing blog, war-related and stuff, but suppose tis friday 13th so its all in order. : )
I wanna say thanks to everyone btw, no reason, just i have some awesome friends, and i wish everyone with someone they love, the very best  and hope you last for a long time to come
 
<3

Jake & Amy,
James & Melinda,
Luke & Lorna,
Andy & Yasmin,
Louis & Anna,
Iona & Lewis,
sorry if i missed you off ,, i am half asleep : )

All the best guys

Now thinking timee,, be gratefull please, you’re lucky, even when you think your the victim of life, you’re nowhere near, trust me
                                                                                                                 seeeyaa,     adios  x

People say that I creep you out
No understanding, no cash in hand
All I see, is apparently
What do they know
About you and me 
 
I want someone to know this. Because i do see them. We are quality. And it thats how it should be.
Why can’t things just be easy? Sheesh man,, ima messsedd uppp.  Ahhh. Err, blah.  
hmmmm.

 Complicationnnn, i hate it. Some people, i tell youu ! Arr. How can 2 of the same species be so different? One thing that confuses me is love right. And im really bad for it yaknow, terrible. 

I honestly don’t go looking for love, it puts on its cammo outfit, hires a shotgun , grabs some binoculars and a packed lunch and comes looking for me. 
meh. arrrrr. er.       im typin random noises here, how sad. argh. Madddd. thats another term for in love you know, mad. herm. argh.

everything wil be fine, i know.  god damnn negatives to everythingg aint they, such an arse. thers even negatives to cute puppies, they shit on the carpet. rainbows, ther must be rain. chocolate , calories+acne. kittens, like to play on roads. love, thers a few, madness, hate without a cure , i think i found a cure, but theres something trying to stop it as usual. shabbashabbashabbashabba. herrrft.

er, i had a good day actually, really good, makes me think about things, that i am actually thinking about negatives, because today had none, it was awesome, i dont see why i should worry if that was all real. herm.  

i decided im gonna smile and laugh at whatever happens, may it be the best of the options though. please.

schools closed tommorow, should be a good day actually, got stuff planned. With some hope, it’ll set me back on track    

Alright thenn,, i’ll love you all and leave youu all, night amigos of the sun.    :)       adIos xxx

I would dig a thousand holes to lay next to you
I would dig a thousand more if I needed to
I look around the grave for an escape route of old routines
There doesn’t seem to be any other way

Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

Crazy as it sounds you wont feel as low as you feel right now
At least that’s what I’ve been told by everyone
I whisper empty sounds in your ear and hope that you won’t let go
Take the pieces and build them skywards

Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

Take the pieces and build them skywards
and
Take the pieces and build them skywards
and
Take the pieces and build them up to the sky.

I really like this song, i used it just because i kinda forgot about it til like 2 hours ago, its from a couple of month back, but the message is all the same. I feel as if i kinda forgot all these feelings and began doing what good old Biffy here was doing. It’s made me realise that i got some good things going for me at the moment, and i think im recovering from one bad thing pretty quickly now, or so i should think (: im gonna take everything i have goin for me and build on them, skywards, all the love, friendship, hope, luck, happiness and everything else surrounding me and im gonna let it flow, build it skywards. If not for me, then for them people i would dig a thousand holes for to lie next to them. And lie i shall, in that meadow James and wallow in that mud, because i do just adore getting dirty (;
but yeah, that’s how i roll

:D:D:D on another noteee… i have a pretty good weekend planned ,, DofE 10 while 1 tomorrow, topman quickly for some shoes and hat maybe, chippy ont way THENNNN Im off to the theatre of dreams for a bit of United vs Everton !! amaaazin :’)
2-0 my prediction is, ronaldo and berbatov, :):) (yn)
Sunday probs just play footy and stuff (Y)

25 days til Wombatss :D:D:D !!!!!! i cant actually wait ! we have a plan for the night aswell, me n jakey boy, its gnna b the dogs bollox

ermm ima get some sleep then now, chk ma myspace btw please, sme new stuff on it and ask for a tag on either muppet show or blazin squad aha!

one more thing : FACT OF THE DAY : Shabba (which i use quite a lot) actually means elephant’s cock :S haha nice

yerr thats me finished,, signing off,,,,,, adiOs xxx

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

This is a ballladd ! (L)

Me and Matty did some duetage to it at dinner, was good, if i say so myself (:

About how your feelings control some things, not you , and theres nothing you can do about it, tis very familiar this song, for different reasons. All the same, i enjoy singing it and so i do. Love, friendships, instinct, etc, sometimes are uncontrollable and you have to let them be, don’t stop them and just flow with it , s’all you can do (: Truth hurts, and it does. But think about it, so does childbirth, excuse the example, but despite the pain, the reward is unbelievable, something i’m sure must feel unexplainable, makes the pain seem like nothing. A’know ’twasn’t the best example, but ya get it (:

Erm , wasn’t a bad day, some random stuff, some predictable stuff, some good stuff, some bad stuff, some serious shit, some funny shit, erm same shit, different day (:

wanted to go footy, but couldn’t so :/ however, got some pleasant suprises throughout zee day so

AMY AND JAMIE rite, you 2 need Asbos , chill your beanss guys, i had no idea what you was on about, but that was one hell of an arguement, my view on the matter : End of the day, Think of the chicken!! aha

er yeah,, stuuff (: ima go, i want custard adios xxx

Where do we go, nobody knows
I’ve gotta say I’m on my way down
God give me style and give me grace
God put a smile upon my face

Where do we go to draw the line
I’ve gotta say, I wasted all your time, oh honey honey
Where do I go to fall from grace
God put a smile upon your face, yeah

Now when you work it out I’m worse than you
Yeah when you work it out, I want it too
Now when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine…

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don’t ever say you’re on your way down, when..
God gave you style and gave you grace
And put a smile upon your face, oh yeah

Now when you work it out I’m worse than you
Yeah when you work it out, I want it too
Now when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine…

It’s as good as mine (x3)
As good as mine… (x4)

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don’t ever say you’re on your way down, when..
God gave you style and gave you grace
And put a smile upon your face

HI
ima feelin a bit better know, we sorted some stuff out and i can sleep tonight knowing s’all good

ermm i gt nm to say tbh ,, i would of like done another analyseasong fingy but i cnt be arsed to be blatenly honest and also you probably all got bored by now.

todayy,, shall speak of my day seen as i have nowt better to do
Biologyyyyy first,, did nothing, looked at angin bacteria shizzle and washed our hands with soap that smelt like smoky bacon
RS, erm nothing once again tbh, got prodded by Dane and ordered about by Amy , erm really boringg really.
PE, bit of volleyball,, in which if i say so myself, i was SHITHOT, well i got some gooood points anyways ,, VOLLEYBALL – ha. better than netball i suppose , tht is just shockin.
Englishh– learnt about Grovesy’s meetin with the nevilles and beckham, did nothing else really, erm daydreamed

dinnnner ,,,       feckin pyshics boosters, was ok, gt a free gingerbread man , tht looked spookily like Bradders, learnt about some gamma and alpha shizzle, thenn went and had a sing with matty and then played a bit of foooty ,, was okay i suppose
last i had drama , which once again made me angry, we have people that clearly dont want to be there and noone wants them to be there because they think they can do what they like and it is isnt fair on Eddy or us at all. :\

gottt 130 home for a change,, went footy training, was okay,, ,, got homee,, came on here.

good day?    meh. was average       although im happy things are sorted now !

ima leave you with a song i find prettyyy goood! we sung it at lunch which makes it tie in nicely. basically its saying nobody knows whats going to happen next, nobody should try and guess ,, its all your own decisions so we shouldnt worry, we own our own lives, noone else. we make the choices and we decide what happens.

Jake’s hurrying me so ima gnna sayy nightt to y’all now..     NITE             adiOs xxx  

Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[Simultaneously]
[Fade out] 

Exactly. This song has helped me, thanks Iona, (:
Erm, moving along is one of the hardest things in life, something that hurts even the hardest man and depresses even the happiest caffeine addict. It really is hard. And you don’t realise that until its happening . If you think i’m being overreactive, trust me , im not, it hurts man, and if you do love someone lots, tell them, try to keep them, and if you do lose them, dont hold a grudge, stay friends at least, memories last even if relationships don’t. Basically, the rejects are saying, dont stand still and mourn over something that was good , move along and enjoy more memories, although the guy is still clearly in love with this girl, he knows he should move along. He wants her hands to hold but he knows she would just move along, so why can’t he? Its just a reaction, i got it. But basically even if your on the brink, move along, you could be dead tomorrow, make the most of it. If you ever feel down , listen to this song, its pointless standing around. Move along.

I want to say thankyou to my friends, because recently, i’ve realised i’ve made friends for life. i have lots and some of them i didnt realise were there until i needed them, i have so many it would be unfair to keep you for so long if i explained each one, maybe one day, when i have ran out of songs and have a full post, i shall thank each one. You all know who you are, and what you do to make my life better, thankyou, seriously, thankyou.

i got the lyrics too ont vid, so have a jolly good sing ,, none of you will be better than me though!
Int tht right Jake n Amy i gottt rythmmmmm ! ! !      Enjoy xxx