The day i died, was the best day of my life.

Sounds like a pretty depressing song yeah?
Its actually really jolly (:

Well i didnt have an eventful day, but somtimes there the best days.
I spoke to matthew for the first time in like 6 weeks, so that cheered me up, ive missed singing to coldplay with him, and our english lessons which consist of shit all, except examing our very, erm, interesting selection of classmates.

The songs a story in a way, this guy having the best day, everything he likes happens to him, and he just has a nice day.
Its that guy, James Nesbitt, i like him, he supports United :’) But yeah, hes having the perfect day, and its great, and then he gets killed.

Well i learnt from it to make the most of things, and appreciate everything, see that even if things are shit, there is always a little glimmer of hope, and things could always be a lot worse. Imagine being a slug, how shit would that be?

You drag your self round all day looking for cabbage, fail and even then you cant cry because it’d melt your face.

So yeah, my message for today basicalllly, is, things could be a lot worse, a lotttt worse.

Back to my life, United v Arsenal is my highlight for tomorrow. Hoping for a good win.

Til the next time.x

The Day I Died – Just Jack.

Drag myself from my bed
Around 20 past 6
Get my kids up make breakfast
1 egg 2 toast 3 weetabix

and as i sit down i look up
and your standing in the doorway sun at your back
in my old brown dressing gown
Well no one can love you more than i love you now, but i

Gotta go running for the bus
Coat flying and i try not to miss it this time
but the drivers waiting and thats strange
kids on the top deck quiet for a change
and theres no rain and no roadworks
in the bus lane and all my hurts run away
and im smiling as im punching in

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

now the secretaries they got a smile for me
and the intray on my desks almost empty
I get a memo from executive joe
saying Rob the gob is getting kicked out
for embezzling funds from the company account
and id be lying if i said i wasnt chuffed
cos i always hated rob
and now they’ll probbaly offer me robs old job

and in the park at lunch
theres no whinos on my favourite bench
none of that drunk chatter none of that pissy stench
and the scrawny little pigeons with the gammy legs
decide to dive bomb from someone elses sandwich instead
and theres something about the city today
like all the colours conspire to overwhelm the grey
and this close to the fire i can feel no cold
but a rainbow halo around my soul

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

so i leave work get to the high street and i miss my bus
should i wait for another no i cant be arsed
i begin to walk
and rush hour crowd seem to part like the red sea
and im stopping at the offy
20 cigerettes and a 6 pack to relax me
and as i cross back over the street
i guess i never saw that taxi
i guess i never saw that taxi

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

now i got 99 red ballons floating in the summer sky
i got 99 red ballons drifiting past my dreamy eyes
i got 99 red ballons floating in the summer sky
i got 99 red ballons drfting past my dying eyes

A moment, a love, a dream, a laugh, a kiss, a cry. Our rights, our wrongs.

So i havent blogged in ages yeah?

Bit of shit happened to be honest.
So live with it.

Buttttt im back however,  and im gonna blog your little arses off.
Summers been alright, and eventful.
I lost stuff, found stuff, but most of all, i realised.
I realised so much.

Friends are more than a word. They are almost everything that makes you, keep them close and never loose the good ones. You will realise your true ones, like i have. They love you, they make you.

Im not going to go on about me, but you.
Its up to you, your life, you have shit times, your friends are there.
You have good times, your friends are there.
They mean you, they enhance you, help and know you.

Have good times with them and show them how much you love them.
You could loose them, and its one of the worst feelings on the face of this spherical shithole we call Earth.
Love them.
I’ll shut up now, but i want to say to James, who i know will read this, to listen to my advise, however shit it is.
Its natural, some isnt i understand, but fight it man.

I miss my friends.
One of them imparticular.
But ill see them when i go back to school,
except that one. I love him, and miss him dearly, may he rest in peace and be in a better place.

Until the next time.x

Sweet Disposition – The Temper Trap.

Sweet disposition
Never too soon
Oh reckless abandon,
Like no one’s watching you

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
?A kiss, a cry
?Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
?A dream, a laugh

Just stay there
Cause I’ll be comin’ over
While our bloods still young
It’s so young, it runs
Won’t stop til it’s over
?Won’t stop to surrender

Songs of desperation
?I played them for you

A moment, a love
?A dream, a laugh
?A kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
?A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
?A moment, a love
?A dream, a laugh

?Just stay there
Cause I’ll be comin’ over
While our bloods still young
It’s so young, it runs
Won’t stop til it’s over
?Won’t stop to surrender

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
?A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won’t stop til it’s over)

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won’t stop til it’s over)

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won’t stop til it’s over)

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
A moment, a love (won’t stop to surrender)