Machinery.

Machines — Biffy Clyro

I would dig a thousand holes to lay next to you
I would dig a thousand more if I needed to
I look around the grave for an escape route of old routines
There doesn’t seem to be any other way

Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

Crazy as it sounds you wont feel as low as you feel right now
At least that’s what I’ve been told by everyone
I whisper empty sounds in your ear and hope that you won’t let go
Take the pieces and build them skywards

Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

Take the pieces and build them skywards
and
Take the pieces and build them skywards
and
Take the pieces and build them up to the sky.

I really like this song, i used it just because i kinda forgot about it til like 2 hours ago, its from a couple of month back, but the message is all the same. I feel as if i kinda forgot all these feelings and began doing what good old Biffy here was doing. It’s made me realise that i got some good things going for me at the moment, and i think im recovering from one bad thing pretty quickly now, or so i should think (: im gonna take everything i have goin for me and build on them, skywards, all the love, friendship, hope, luck, happiness and everything else surrounding me and im gonna let it flow, build it skywards. If not for me, then for them people i would dig a thousand holes for to lie next to them. And lie i shall, in that meadow James and wallow in that mud, because i do just adore getting dirty (;
but yeah, that’s how i roll

:D:D:D on another noteee… i have a pretty good weekend planned ,, DofE 10 while 1 tomorrow, topman quickly for some shoes and hat maybe, chippy ont way THENNNN Im off to the theatre of dreams for a bit of United vs Everton !! amaaazin :’)
2-0 my prediction is, ronaldo and berbatov, :):) (yn)
Sunday probs just play footy and stuff (Y)

25 days til Wombatss :D:D:D !!!!!! i cant actually wait ! we have a plan for the night aswell, me n jakey boy, its gnna b the dogs bollox

ermm ima get some sleep then now, chk ma myspace btw please, sme new stuff on it and ask for a tag on either muppet show or blazin squad aha!

one more thing : FACT OF THE DAY : Shabba (which i use quite a lot) actually means elephant’s cock :S haha nice

yerr thats me finished,, signing off,,,,,, adiOs xxx

I broke some strings.

Broken Strings – James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

This is a ballladd ! (L)

Me and Matty did some duetage to it at dinner, was good, if i say so myself (:

About how your feelings control some things, not you , and theres nothing you can do about it, tis very familiar this song, for different reasons. All the same, i enjoy singing it and so i do. Love, friendships, instinct, etc, sometimes are uncontrollable and you have to let them be, don’t stop them and just flow with it , s’all you can do (: Truth hurts, and it does. But think about it, so does childbirth, excuse the example, but despite the pain, the reward is unbelievable, something i’m sure must feel unexplainable, makes the pain seem like nothing. A’know ’twasn’t the best example, but ya get it (:

Erm , wasn’t a bad day, some random stuff, some predictable stuff, some good stuff, some bad stuff, some serious shit, some funny shit, erm same shit, different day (:

wanted to go footy, but couldn’t so :/ however, got some pleasant suprises throughout zee day so

AMY AND JAMIE rite, you 2 need Asbos , chill your beanss guys, i had no idea what you was on about, but that was one hell of an arguement, my view on the matter : End of the day, Think of the chicken!! aha

er yeah,, stuuff (: ima go, i want custard adios xxx

When you work it out, nahnahnahh (:

God Put A Smile Upon Your Face – Coldplay

Where do we go, nobody knows
I’ve gotta say I’m on my way down
God give me style and give me grace
God put a smile upon my face

Where do we go to draw the line
I’ve gotta say, I wasted all your time, oh honey honey
Where do I go to fall from grace
God put a smile upon your face, yeah

Now when you work it out I’m worse than you
Yeah when you work it out, I want it too
Now when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine…

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don’t ever say you’re on your way down, when..
God gave you style and gave you grace
And put a smile upon your face, oh yeah

Now when you work it out I’m worse than you
Yeah when you work it out, I want it too
Now when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine…

It’s as good as mine (x3)
As good as mine… (x4)

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don’t ever say you’re on your way down, when..
God gave you style and gave you grace
And put a smile upon your face

HI
ima feelin a bit better know, we sorted some stuff out and i can sleep tonight knowing s’all good

ermm i gt nm to say tbh ,, i would of like done another analyseasong fingy but i cnt be arsed to be blatenly honest and also you probably all got bored by now.

todayy,, shall speak of my day seen as i have nowt better to do
Biologyyyyy first,, did nothing, looked at angin bacteria shizzle and washed our hands with soap that smelt like smoky bacon
RS, erm nothing once again tbh, got prodded by Dane and ordered about by Amy , erm really boringg really.
PE, bit of volleyball,, in which if i say so myself, i was SHITHOT, well i got some gooood points anyways ,, VOLLEYBALL – ha. better than netball i suppose , tht is just shockin.
Englishh– learnt about Grovesy’s meetin with the nevilles and beckham, did nothing else really, erm daydreamed

dinnnner ,,,       feckin pyshics boosters, was ok, gt a free gingerbread man , tht looked spookily like Bradders, learnt about some gamma and alpha shizzle, thenn went and had a sing with matty and then played a bit of foooty ,, was okay i suppose
last i had drama , which once again made me angry, we have people that clearly dont want to be there and noone wants them to be there because they think they can do what they like and it is isnt fair on Eddy or us at all. :\

gottt 130 home for a change,, went footy training, was okay,, ,, got homee,, came on here.

good day?    meh. was average       although im happy things are sorted now !

 

ima leave you with a song i find prettyyy goood! we sung it at lunch which makes it tie in nicely. basically its saying nobody knows whats going to happen next, nobody should try and guess ,, its all your own decisions so we shouldnt worry, we own our own lives, noone else. we make the choices and we decide what happens.

Jake’s hurrying me so ima gnna sayy nightt to y’all now..     NITE             adiOs xxx  

Move along (:

Move Along    All American Rejects

Go ahead and waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you’ve had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your…
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you’ve lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your…
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Along) along (along) along (along) along (along)

[Softly:]
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along

[Loudly:]
Just to make through
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x2]

Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[Simultaneously]
[Fade out] 

Exactly. This song has helped me, thanks Iona, (:
Erm, moving along is one of the hardest things in life, something that hurts even the hardest man and depresses even the happiest caffeine addict. It really is hard. And you don’t realise that until its happening . If you think i’m being overreactive, trust me , im not, it hurts man, and if you do love someone lots, tell them, try to keep them, and if you do lose them, dont hold a grudge, stay friends at least, memories last even if relationships don’t. Basically, the rejects are saying, dont stand still and mourn over something that was good , move along and enjoy more memories, although the guy is still clearly in love with this girl, he knows he should move along. He wants her hands to hold but he knows she would just move along, so why can’t he? Its just a reaction, i got it. But basically even if your on the brink, move along, you could be dead tomorrow, make the most of it. If you ever feel down , listen to this song, its pointless standing around. Move along.

I want to say thankyou to my friends, because recently, i’ve realised i’ve made friends for life. i have lots and some of them i didnt realise were there until i needed them, i have so many it would be unfair to keep you for so long if i explained each one, maybe one day, when i have ran out of songs and have a full post, i shall thank each one. You all know who you are, and what you do to make my life better, thankyou, seriously, thankyou.

i got the lyrics too ont vid, so have a jolly good sing ,, none of you will be better than me though!
Int tht right Jake n Amy i gottt rythmmmmm ! ! !      Enjoy xxx

Got a plan ?

Masterplan – Oasis

Take the time to make some sense 
Of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves
Sail them home with acquiesce
On a ship of hope today
And as they land upon the shore
Tell them not to fear no more
Say it loud and sing it proud
Today… 

And then dance if you want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they’re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don’t know –
How it’s gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won’t make us understand
We’re all part of the masterplan 

Say it loud and sing it proud
Today… 
I’m not saying right is wrong
It’s up to us to make
The best of all the things that come our way
Coz everything that’s been has past
The answer’s in the looking glass
There’s four and twenty million doors
On life’s endless corridor
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they… 

Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they’re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don’t know –
How it’s gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won’t make you understand
Why we’re all part of the masterplan

Beautiful song, by a band with such a bad image etc. , the lyrics are amazing. Read them, don’t just skip that bit, read them. Its a story itself. 

Basically,  take your time, decide rightly, but make the most of life. Noone knows whats gonna happen, just let it flow, ride it and do as you like when you like.  Be proud that you dont have a plan, your plan is unknown. THAT is the plan itself, let it be, we’re all in on it, everyone, this plan that noone knows whats going to happen. but when it does, sing about it, dance over it. If you feel down, aboard that ship of hope and take your time to recover, but when your ready again, come back ashore to life and sing it loud and proud, show that you don’t scar that easy, be strong, hold yourself together and have fun doing it.    

lifes one bigg plan,, your not in control of it, noone is, but its a plan, the plan of not knowing, and what a plan that is. Its a masterplan. 
Go 

I am here in my mold.

Bittersweet Sympthany      The Verve

‘Cause it’s a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
You’re a slave to money then you die
I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah

No change, I can’t change
I can’t change, I can’t change
But I’m here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I’m a million different people
from one day to the next
I can’t change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no,no,no,no,no,no(fading away)

Well I never pray
But tonight I’m on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there’s nobody singing to me now

No change, I can’t change
I can’t change, I can’t change
But I’m here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I’m a million different people
from one day to the next
I can’t change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I can’t change
I can’t change it

‘Cause it’s a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
Trying to find some money then you die
I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah

You know I can’t change, I can’t change
I can’t change, I can’t change
But I’m here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I’m a million different people
from one day to the next
I can’t change my mind
No, no, no, no, no

I can’t change my mind
no, no, no, no, no,
I can’t change
Can’t change my body,
no, no, no

I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down
I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
That you’ve ever been down
That you’ve ever been down

TUNE  

my song for the moment,, how i feeling now,, getting over something big makes you realise you can’t change. you are who you are and if people dont like that, fuck em. if someone you love doesn’t like that or changes their mind then its best of leaving it really. you shouldn’t change. i didn’t. thats the way we roll, we got on with things, well i do anyway. i poke lil things that try to change you or knock you down in the eye and take a quick swipe for the groinal area , yeah you get upset but then from then onwards its heads up, eyes high.

the guy in the video, hes not letting anything stop him, hes just shoving everything aside , and tbh its quite powerful. He’s got over something big, he feels free now, but hes upset, yet he will keep going, he wont change. Hes who he is, yet he is a million different people to others and in other peoples perspective, but hes one person, he can’t change , he is molded. he has lifes struggle of money but he carrys on, head up, eyes high. hes only walked down one road, and hes not gonna take a turn now, he will take people down it with him but he isnt going to move from it, its his and its his mold.

that feeling of LIFE ,, how amazing it is that it hurts but it heals. and the way it flows and keeps going like a symphony. a bittersweet symphony. 

I can do science, me .

THE SCIENTIST  Coldplay

Come up to meet you, 
Tell you I’m sorry, 
You don’t know how lovely you are.

I had to find you, 
Tell you I need you, 
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets, 
And ask me your questions, 
Oh let’s go back to the start.

Runnin’ in circles, 
Comin’ in tails, 
It’s only science apart.

Nobody said it was easy, 
It’s such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy, 
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin’, 
At numbers and figures, 
Pullin’ the puzzles apart.

Questions of science, 
Science and progress, 
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me, 
Come back and haunt me, 
Oh what a rush to the start.

Runnin’ in circles, 
Chasin’ tails, 
Comin’ back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy, 
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy, 
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I’m goin’ back to the start.

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh, 
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh, 
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh, 
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh.

 

I chose this song because not only did we sing it at lunch, and hell did it sound good!
but its how i feel at the moment.                    

if i could do it all again , i would, and im happy i can say that. its hard as fuck , okay. but it could be worse, we had a good time yeah, we’re still friends, and theres a huge future ahead. The chances of that light shining Yellow are low, but thats what i thought about us ending it. i wanna say thankyou to my friends, i love them all and without them i would be on the edge literally. but i wanna say thanks to her,  Rachel, maybe we wasn’t ready tbh but we had a great first few weeks and the weeks before, the chase , the times we hid stuff from our friends and we acted as if we were going out yet we wasnt.   i am heartbroke obviously, i thought maybe i’d found someone, but if she wasnt happy then i wasnt so maybe its for the best. theres time yet if minds change and life continues pulling us up and down. but for now,  im going back to the start.

 

although it is a colplay song, i found this version and its more in your face, plus coldplay’s is a sad video .          Enjoy. 

Yellow ?

Look at the stars, 
Look how they shine for you, 
And everything you do, 
Yeah they were all yellow, 

I came along 
I wrote a song for you 
And all the things you do 
And it was called yellow 

So then I took my turn 
Oh what a thing to have done 
And it was all yellow 

Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones 
Turn into something beautiful 
You know you know I love you so 
You know I love you so 

I swam across 
I jumped across for you 
Oh what a thing to do 
Cause you were all yellow 

I drew a line 
I drew a line for you 
Oh what a thing to do 
And it was all yellow 

Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones 
Turn into something beautiful 
You know for u i’d bleed myself dry 
For you i’d bleed myself dry 

Its true look how they shine for you 
Look how they shine for you 
Look how they shine for you 
Look how they shine for you 
Look how they shine for you 
Look how they shine 

Look at the stars look how they shine for you 
And all the things that you do

 

 

 

we have a song, and it was Yellow, still is, but not as bright anymore.

it’s a song? , no its not, its a situation, a problem, a good time and a bad time, a shit feeling and a great feeling, a kiss and a slap, a right and a wrong,         its a colour, Yellow, a light? at the end of this dark and lonely tunnel? a way out? a way back?                     what if that lights turns out, your stuck then, that light was keeping you going, telling you the way forward but it decided it would turn off and now your well and truly fucked. which way do you go, do you sit there, do you continue in the path you were  on or turn around? do you give up or keep trying?

this i am not sure of, but i am sure however that the light i was following is always gonna be nearby and maybe one day it will turn back on,, and it will shine brighter than before,, and it will be   all yellow .

i feel

like shit.
fullstop 

Are you watching Merseyside!?!?

:D:D:D:D:D:D       !!!!
                                                     MANCHESTER UNITED 3-0 CHELSEA                            

that sounds sooooooooooooooo good :):):)

SO yeah, Sundayy,,
                                                       got up, got dressed, went and played a match, we got beat because we was shit and the pitch was hurrendouss, + i played upfront and had nothing to do because we hardly attacked at all :\    thats us outta the cup anyway :\ (N)    ahhhhhhhhhhhh welll    , they are top of the division abover us so fair does.

i got home ten minutes into the match and nothing had happened yet apart from a booking or two already, yeah so we attacked and attacked,, easily beating them on possession…  Berbatov had the first real chance but wasnt the best finish he will ever provide us with, then Park but Terry got his fat arse in the way,,,
 so we kept up the pressure and got a corner kick,  45th minute, perfectly fine move, Ronaldo, bang, i fell off the sofa, but it was dissalowed ,, i was now furious, corner retake, injuryt time, Berba’s flick on, Vidaaa,  BANG, justiceee,,,
halftime  - i made noodles – i was still sat in my muddy kit btw haha
second half and we continued with the pressure,, Ronaldo on the left, some skill and an Evra cross,, Rooneyyyy,, 2-0 EAASYEASSYEASYY !!            Ronaldo again, free kick, 87th minute, flown in low, SMACK , Berbatov, easy                   FULLTIMEEE     LETS GO FUCKIN MENTAL, LETS GO FUCKIN MENTAL, NARNARNARNARHEY
 ’
SO yeahh was a good dayy,, elsewhere im sorry i havn’t blogged, been a lot of shit goin on,, today was basically a football one so im sorry if your bored,,   ANYWAY,, School tomorrow, im not too arsed actualli, apart from the fact i forgot about the whole homework idea since the holidays, buttt, s’all good, il do a bit now, ermm RS boosters on Tuesday, OH THE JOY !      
                                                    
                               see most of you tommorow,, some people off to Stretford,, have funn (Y),,
                                                         ermm,, yeh, see Rachel again tomorrow,, keep the good mood going for a bit :):)
 also its an ‘official ’ month for me and her ,, was 4 weeks on Thursday but it was on the 11th of December that she made me the happiest i have ever been, so an ‘official’ month today :),, hopefully a lot, lot more to come aswell (yn) 
 

aye,, tommorows another day guys,,,       see most of you there then (Y)                          adiOs xx !!